OR NOT?
Might probably the first year in like forever since I've decided not to abuse my birthmonth with crazy antics - and getting away with it. One of the reason is that, few of my lovely friends are so stressed right now, that I can't really burden them more. So instead of expressly declaring it, I've been saying random jokes everytime I read or think of one. That's waay tolerable than the other years, I promise.
I AM OVERWHELMED.
Never have I ever received this huge amount of love from many people. Don't get me wrong, my parents have been showering me love from day one, until now (and hopefully even beyond). Even my dear friends have been kind enough to spare me some of their love.
It just feels so different to actually feel genuine love from people other than my parents. Maybe because of my innate weirdness and kakulitan, it is usual for people to get irritated with me. Pero it's the first time that I've experienced this kind of treatment kasi. I am not fond of surprises because I rarely get them. So I've been receiving mini-heart attacks all throughout this month (other than from class recitations of course) from the birthday surprises. I can just imagine the planning and effort everyone had made, and there's nothing more than I can ask for. Love you all, sincerely!
YOUR NAME IS PROLLY HERE.
It is a big deal for me to celebrate my birthday. Maybe because of my lack of achievements? But I've given it too much significance- that day when I turn a year older. Also because of how unpredictable life can be, it is a big deal for me to celebrate it. Minsan cute, madalas annoying for some.
Throughout the month, I've had birthday dinners with my loved ones. Some friends have been telling that I might be a year (or two) older than my actual age because of the celebrations I've had. So here it goes, my thank you (notes) -
FIRST with my parents. Ay nako, can you imagine how I am? Now imagine living with me? As in everyday? Oha! Sobrang award talaga sila kasi pinagtitiisan nila ko. Even my kuya can't even stand me (most of the times). So clap clap clap talaga for my parentals. Love you, mama and papa. I'll try to make you proud someday.
SECOND with FS beshy Rik. Since magkaiba ang sched naming tatlo nila Jackie, hindi siya makakasama sa group dinner, so nagdinner na lang kaming dalawa. Although I am younger, madalas eh nabubully namin siya. Kaya, thank you sa time beshy! Let's have dinner ulit soon?
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| Hi loves, I have a picture on my phone. I just did not want to upload a photo, para mas special when I posted it here. Hehehe, forgive me? |
FOURTH with 'Sup Plant? beshy - Jackie and Mike, plus Kim. Ito naman ang mga pseudo-blockmates ko this pseudo-fourth year. Tuesday
FIFTH with GIRLALOOS part 02 and INCOMPLETE SPICE GIRLS - Arah, Gen, Naths, and Den. Ayan din ang Girlaloos. Spice Girls naman yung mga groupmates ko sa Legal Aid na mga fam for life na rin. Girlaloos message up^ hahaha.
May iba pang mga friends pero hindi ko na nasabihan mag dinner kasi nahihiya ako sa time. Ayoko na maginsist sa time and magpumilit (unless si Abigail or si Ate Joy ka), as I've been teaching myself to be less clingy - hence, less annoying. Yan siguro rin yung goal for this year yung iwasan maghanap at maging dependent sa mga bagay na wala para sumaya. Awow! Nah, I just don't want to be remembered as that annoying friend that always looks for you kahit ayaw mo na pala? Or nasasakal ka na? Ganon. Hahaha.
APID DINNER BEFORE THE STORM
Before the NovemBar (and while Bryan's here at Manila), APID had our dinner at Torch, Circuit, Makati. It was basically a night of catching up and of trying to calm them down and mostly, listening to Vince. This November, six from our group will be taking the bar, namely: Annielle, Mara, Pearl, Gel, Fritz, and Lois. Hi dear reader, favor, please include them in your prayers. Thank you! I know they'll do well and make us proud, good luck mga besh. Love you!
ABBY SLEEPOVER
My October will not be complete without spending a day with my dear chingu - Abigail. Last October 30, she decided to avail her half-day work privilege by traveling from Makati to Alabang just to spend the night over at my place. Actually, what really made her visit is my samgyeopsal over-hyping. And it worked! She'll be back soon for another round of samgyeopsal or a bowl of our favorite ramen. Thank you, Abigail.
HOME
As October 31 was declared a special non-working holiday, classes were suspended, hence, I went home. It was a much needed vacation, as I was able to finish reading John Green's new book Turtles All The Way Down . Because of the rain, however, I was unable to visit the cemetery. Instead, I went back to Alabang after lunch. I'll make bawi, promise!
ATE JOY VACATION
After her freedom from all the studying, uri dongsaeng decided to stay for me for awhile. We've been pigging out from day one (until now, I might be able to convince her to order some mcspicy... shhhh). *Just in case you're reading this, I love you beb.
DO, KYUNGSOO
It really is a miracle to have people who decided to stay in my life, despite me being me. Everyday miracle na rin yung narereplyan ako ni Abigail kahit na puro DO lang naman ang bukambibig ko, at yung hindi ako natatawag pag hindi ako ready for recit.
SPEAKING OF...
This year, other than the gift of friendship, I was also showered with the gift of Kyungsoo. *ehe* If you may not know, I am a huge fan of Do Kyungsoo. Actually, sobrang love ko siya - and prolly, in an alternate universe, sobrang love niya ko kaya ganito ako from this universe. Yep, that's the only possible explanation for this outflow of fangirling. Or maybe, in our past life, he loved me so much (but was unable to do something about it) that in this lifetime, I was made to suffer by loving him too much (and not being able to do something about it). Diba? Tama no? *blog ko to, you have to agree!
LAST NA
Ah, the 25th year of living. Yep, let us include in our count the first year as that which pertains to the actual day that I was born, ala Korean. Thank you for all the well wishes, may the remaining days of 2017 may bring both of us luck and happiness (and our heart's desires). We'll make it, through this year, even if it kills us. Okay? Okay!
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