Helpless!

Here I go again, me and my constant mood swings. On my normal days, I love everyone; sometimes I just hate 'em all! Well not all, really! But like, I just hate a specific person for no apparent reason. Like right now! And I just can't help myself but to tell it to someone. Tried telling this to a friend but apparently it's not a good time. So I've told this to another friend, which I hope has a good mood when he reads it so I can read a giddy response from my sentiments.

I FEEL SO HELPLESS! 
Complaining but not really doing anything about it.

The long sleep I had awhile ago might have helped me to start this good-mood-feeling. But I think it was because of the lack of interest in eating anything right now that changed it to a cranky-mood all of a sudden.

I'm really trying to stay positive and patient about stuffs, but I know deep inside something wrong will be happening in just a bit. Oh the life of a pessimist! Wait, does expecting for the worst thing to come counts a pessimistic trait? Well, I just feel like it's a feeling of reality! Over reacting! Hmmm. Which is good at some point because since most of the times I am expecting not good things to happen, when it turned out to be opposite I feel happier with the results.

At 1:26 AM I am ending this misery! 
I need to go back to working things out. Trying to see the light in the darkness that lies ahead. LOL! But seriously, I know this is just all full of craps and stuffs. I dunno if I still made a right choice or if I should even stick to it.

Weird!