the counting stops at 3:acetresults

List of me, qualifying in different colleges stops at 3. (or does it? :)

For yesterday, marked the started a life changing event in my life. (okay bukod sa pag gawa ng thesis)

ACET RESULTS were released yesterday (official or unofficial: tanggap ko na atang bagsak ako)

After so many months of waiting, only to find out that I didn't even get on the waiting list for that I didn't qualify as a future Atenista.

My entire school life was dedicated for me to be ready for this entrance exam and yet it wasn't enough.

Indeed, failing to a university where you always wanted to study is heartbreaking; but rather than spending my limited days left as a senior agonizing, here am I now, learning how to let go.

Letting go of a dream I once dreamt that I wish could happened.

One entrance exam cannot determine my whole life (actually oo! hahahaha).

Unworthy of all those things, I need to prove myself that I can be who I want, be where I wanted to be.

Yes, I cant get all that I want (but why not this? hahaha).

Iba't ibang comforting words ang narinig ko kahapon simulan natin sa;

1. okay lang yan. ako din naman eh. -
2. aw. cheer up!
3. kung hindi para sayo, ayos na din yan!
4. okay lang yan, mhal prin kitaaa.. .
5. buti pa ibang school tinaggap ka, eh yan di ka man lang binigyan ng chance, dapat matuwa ka!
6. pagngcollege ka. aral ng aral. kabisa ng kabisa. uhave to concentrate
7. kung second sem gusto mo pa din sa ateneo, dapat matataas grades mo tapos magtransfer ka kung gsuto mo, sasamhan pa kitang magexam.
8. . . . .

--- okay yung 8. di siya silent night. saktong maliligo na ko dahil kelangan kong makarecover sa bagsak kong resulta. me nakita kong id. parang kahit wala siyang alam(asifdapatniyapangmalamn), khit wala siya dito. . Naramdamn kong nacomfort ako ng wala sa oras.

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION KO ANG MAGING MASAYA SA KUNG SAAN UNIVERSITY MAN AKO MAGAARAL.

La Salle: woah!

*okay kanina sabe sken pag college magisa ka nalang, (habang naglalunch) tpos nasignit ko: MANUNUOD AKO NG UAAP AH!

mama: ha? manunuod ka kaagad?

jassy: matagal pa naman yun eh.

papa: kelan ba yun?

mama: nakoo la salle ka, eh kalaban yun ng ateneo.

papa: tapos tshirt mo la salle, sinisigaw mo ateneo. baka pagalitan ka ng mga tao.

=)))