We even arrived before 6.30 and that was such a fulfillment.
I had loads of time to do nothing, and yet I choose to read El Fili.
Upon hearing the bell rang at 6.45 as a routine I went down checked if there no one's to raise the flag. I was a bit glad, seeing 2 co-officers going to gate 4. They we're
talking, and just like my usual habit, I butt in. (AND IT'S ONLY NOW THAT I REALIZE THAT I INTERFERE TOO MUCH that I didn't realize that I was to self-confident that people would appreciate my interference, lesson learned: never talk unless needed). I asked if they were willing to raise the flag cause the assigned person was not yet around. To cut the long story short, WELL FOR ME, it didn't end well and cause me to be clammed up the whole day.
We have an 8th period, good thing it was Arts and it turned out to be J
ourn. Anyway, it's shorten period. And all I can remember was that, I was too eager to go home.
NOT FEELING SICK or ANYTHING. I just wanted to leave the four corners of the room. Staying more only meant torture. Yeah, yeah I know it's a bit of over reaction.
But it was only TODAY that I realized that I was too afraid to face the fact that the one person who stayed will be the person to disappoint me in a way I didn't expect it.
I was glad before going home, I bump to a person (or person nga ba?) who know's me inside-out. KEMEGENEKSUSHALOSERMUSEWITHFRAME; GAYMAGNET; Regine. She needs not to take sides neither to say anything about the matter, all she had to do was to be herself (well, not herself, because, we we're talking in loud english conversation).
OKAY; people taught I was sick. Boo yah, no I'm not. I'm perfectly WELL! (but now i think my head's starting to ache. boo!)
AND for the other reason. .. okay maybe on the future post. ;)
Till We Meet Again.
PS. i cant afford losing people whom i trusted the most in just one day. sigh. .
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