Yeah, it's HIS !
I so wanted to greet you a "happy new year" just like what I've done last Christmas. Boom! Just texted you "Merry Christmas," and I was indeed fulfilled receiving a reply from you.
Why need to lie, your reply, really, did made me happy. I wasn't able to get a goodnight sleep just by the simple message of yours saying ".thanks! merry christmas din." woah!
People concern (or just not), often asks me, "so, katext mo ba?" I tell them in reply, HINDI then grins. Want to know why? As far as I could see, he's not interested in texting! Simple as that. Why do I need to let myself soak in the idea of him, replying AGAIN, when I know deep inside there's a 99.9% chances of him just ignoring my text messages.
He just updated his page. Damn! I'm turning to a stalker. Which I need to stop if I want things to be the way I've wanted them to be. Us, being friends. Or just acquaintance. Uh, sometimes, it doesn't really matter because it's only, almost 3 months, that I have this chance to getting to know him better. But hey, why not take risks? =)
And to make myself distracted, I've searched for TWILIGHT FAN FICTIONS. hahaha. Yeah, Twilight, distraction.xd Go Team Edward. And now partly Team Jacob. >:) [wahh, team switzerland naamoy mo na ba?]
I miss reading, a lot. Good thing, I've once, started again reading the book I borrowed from Franz. And there's this urge for me to MUST RETURN THIS IMMEDIATELY. Though Franz, made it clear that it was okay if I wouldn't return it since he already finished reading it.
Back to him, uhhh.. . Tae, crush ko lang to pero akala mo naman kung ano na nangyayari sa post ko. =)) FUN! Someday, I'll forget you! I'm sure I can. *hopeso.
BLANKphobia
Jassy
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