Happy 27th of December - NOT !

it was just minutes ago when i was feeling so devastated, that i was all alone, here am i, checking on kyle, jumping to fb, realizing HELL I WAS RIGHT. WE used to be THIIIISSSS close now we just know each other's name and all. woah!

well let's just say it this way, i have a friend. and according to my dictionary, friends somewhat, needs to know or just have any slight updates or information regarding the other person. so does it mean that when you already loose contact you don't stay friends anymore?

if you asked me, then i would say no. but reflecting on it, HELL YEAH!

mabuti pa yung mga taong milya ang layo sayo, lagi mong nakakausap; pero yung mga taong halos isang ruler lang ang pagitan di mo makausap.

dati, pag ako, may oras. ngayon, pag ako, next time na lang.

dati, pag saken, sinasabe lahat. ngayon pag saken, next time na lang.

I GET IT! hindi na ako ang priority mo! Pero sana marealize mo, I'M STILL EXISTING!

i told you before that i will always be here when you need me. pero that doesn't mean na kakausapin mo lang ako pag kelangan mo ko.

i taught you we're my friend, i'm not the most unbiased person right now so save it later!

nasan ka nung mga panahong gusto ko ng kausap?

nasan ka nung mga panahong gusto ko ng kasama?

nasan ka nung mga panahong kelangan kita?

i knew from the beginning you're the type of person that's DIFFERENT from the rest.

but please, I'M SICK and TIRED of longing and waiting for you.

I DID NOT MAKE ANY MOVES, because i was too afraid of rejection.

i know i'm not the only friend you've got, but there are this times when i just need you the most, and hoping you're one friend i've got. as i venture the world of technology, it made myself crash into pieces, it was only minutes when i realize WHY BOTHER?

dati sabe ko, okay lang, may mga bagay na dapat kong malaman at di dapat. may mga panahong busy ka, at busy din ako. GUSTO KO LANG MALAMAN MO, ah eh, buhay pa ko. okay lang at humihinga, ikaw?

after everything we've been through, thank you technology for letting me see for the first time since i was blinded by this uncontrollable changes.

i guess, this will be the last thing i have to do with you. if things will not change.-

then it seems this already is good bye. . .

Cheers for the Up's and Down's of our Life.

*or my life? since i'm just the one, who seems to be taking records.

but if ever you still need a friend, always am i here for you; just like i always do.

AFTER ALL I'M JUST YOUR DAMSEL NA SOBRANG STRESS.