Decode

"what kind of man you are,
when your not a man at all"

"there is something i see in you"

"i just wish you could decode everything..
the way i wanted you to know things about me..."

you gave me kilig in every pathetic moments of my life.

you gave me time when i feel like THEY hate me.

you gave me confidence in every THING i do.

you love the THING i hate when im in it.

you gave me words that made me thinking.

you sing songs i thought i'll never knew.

you tell me things i should'nt be hearing.

you revealed to me who you are.

you teach me to love THEM.

you gave me a reason to do things i never thought of doing.

you let me know things i am not aware of.

you gave me a reason just to be me...
BEFORE.

you are hiding.

you never listen to me.

you do things without me knowing.

you dont let me know things that has been happening.

you had chosen another path, which was far for me to reach.

you gave me a reason to cry.

you ignored it!

you never wonder why.

you are not the perfect dream(or i guess you still are?)

you have something i can never knew

you weren't there WHEN I EXPERIENCED nothingness...
PRESENT

i know i am nothing
i have learn that
i know I DONT KNOW MUCH
i have tried to learn
i know i can never be the person
i have accepted the truth

"you can never truly decode a person without getting into him..."